TILL I SMILED AGAIN
Executive producer  Pilar Montaine / Elephant Rock Studios
Music  Pilar Montaine & John Barnes
Lyric  Pilar Montaine
 
 
I HAD NO IDEA
HOW MISERABLE I WAS
LOST MY CREATIVE MOJO
I WATCHED IT TURN TO DUST
 
THE SMOKE IT NEARLY KILLED ME
IT BROUGHT ME TO MY KNEES
I LOST ALL PERSPECTIVE
BOUT MY POSSIBILITIES
 
TILL I SMILED AGAIN
SMILED AGAIN
TILL I SMILED AGAIN
FINALLY SMILED AGAIN
 
I HAD NO IDEA
HOW VULNERABLE I'VE BEEN
I ALWAYS USED MY SINGING
TO KEEP ME SAFE INSIDE MY SKIN
 
IT'S LIKE I DIED AND WAS REBORN
WITHOUT THE LUXURY OF DEATH
I COULD NOT SEE THE FUTURE
I TRULY LOST MY BREATH
 
TILL I SMILED AGAIN
SMILED AGAIN
TILL I SMILED AGAIN
FINALLY SMILED AGAIN
 
I HAD NO IDEA
WHAT TO DO WITH ALL THIS RAGE
THEN IT FINALLY HIT ME
RELEASE THE TIGRESS FROM HER CAGE
 
I HAD SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR
I COULDN'T FATHOM WHAT'S IN STORE
IT'S TIME TO RISK THE FUTURE
AND ASK FOR MORE AND MORE
 
TILL I SMILED AGAIN
SMILED AGAIN
TILL I SMILED AGAIN
FINALLY SMILED AGAIN